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• Moving…

  Mar 5th 2007

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  This is another installment of my bio series giving you a background of my life before I continue into normal blogging.

  Well my family was in the process of moving and we had to do an intermediary house as the house we were building wasn’t finished, and the house we used to live in sold. Well during the time we were moving and after the first move several things happened.

  I was collecting for my paper route one day and the two boys that lived at the house answered the door naked and came outside. It was nice being able to look at more boys naked, but it was also a very awkward situation. I did my best to get them back into the house. They were too young to understand why they shouldn’t run around naked, and their parents weren’t around the door. Eventually their mom showed up, got them back inside and paid me. When I enjoyed looking at these kids is when I finally started to admit to myself I was gay.

  Well we moved and I found a new temporary group of friends to hang around with. We started playing truth or dare together and often times the dares were quite sexual. I really don’t remember what we did, I just remember it happened.

  This is a period of my life I don’t remember overly well, but the next installment will be back into my more detailed posts.

• Caught!

  Mar 5th 2007

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  This is another installment of my bio trying to give you a lot of my background before I start blogging about every day life. This post covers the ages of 12-13.

  I was home alone one day watching TV and ever since I began playing with other kids in my neighborhood in a more sexual way I always wanted to be naked. Hence I took the opportunity to strip. Well, my dad got home early. I heard him put the key in the door and I darted down to our basement grabbing my clothes. Unfortunately for me, he saw me.

  My dad is a fairly religious man. He isn’t to the point I would call him zealot, but he is definitely religious and does everything possible to prevent missing a day of church. Well my dad having seen me comes in as fast as he could and yells asking what I was doing. He asked me why I was naked and I refused to tell him.

  Well later that night my dad comes over to me and said “We are going on a walk.” Realizing I didn’t have a choice I went with him. On the walk he starts saying he has no idea what I was doing, but he really wants to know. When I responded nothing he asked if I was masturbating. Never having heard that term used before I asked him. Once he explained that it was also known as jacking off and he explained how to do it, I told him no. He told me good and that I shouldn’t do that because it was bad.

  He was silent for a few minutes and then asked if I was exploring. Seeing as that seemed to be the answer that would get me into the least trouble I answer yes. Although truthfully I was just sitting around naked because I enjoyed doing that.

  Seeing as he explained masturbating and it was something I had never done in the way he explained it before, I started what any 13 year old does and started jacking off all of the time.

  We moved about 6 months later and I will pick up my story in my next post.

• Continued Exploration

  Mar 5th 2007

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  This post continues my biography continuing to cover the ages of 11-12.

  In continuing to hang out with my friend who had the sex toy we continued to do things after it broke. Next to my neighborhood was some wooded private property that the neighborhood kids tended to hang out in. Everyone seemed to have their own spot back there and my group of friends did too.

  Occasionally the two of us would be back there alone and we started by just pissing together. However, before long we would take off our clothes and just hang out back their chatting. We never really engaged in to much sexually outside of fondling each other.

  We continued to hang out back in our spot with our pants down until we were nearly caught one day. After that day we did it occasionally thereafter but the frequency significantly declined until he moved out of the neighborhood.

• Play with Neighborhood Friend

  Mar 5th 2007

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  This is an installment of my bio. This continues to cover the ages of about 11-12.

  (In attempting to keep this part of my bio away from being an erotic story I am being intentionally vague.)

  I went over to a friends house one day and he told me he had this neat new toy. When he showed me it I was confused as to what it was. He explained that it was a sex toy and told me how you use it. We both proceeded to strip and use this toy, continuing to use it for a couple months. We never used it when other friends were over, but just when it was only the two of us.

  I still did not realize I was gay, but this was probably my first true gay experience. It was something I really enjoyed and we continued doing until one day he told me it broke. I am suspicious he was gay too, but about a year later he moved out of the neighborhood and we have not talked since.

• The Shelter Begins to Crumble

  Mar 5th 2007

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  This is the second installment of my bio.

  I was raised with a very sheltered childhood. For the longest time I wasn’t truly aware that guys being interested and attracted to each other was different. Although realizing this didn’t suddenly happen overnight, many small events led to this realization.

  One of the first events along the way was talking with a friend from the neighborhood. We were talking about something I cannot remember, but I do explicitly remember the friend saying “I don’t wear underwear” and go on to talk about he just wears pants and freeball. Although he offered to prove it, I didn’t take him up on that option. However, this was one of the earliest incidents that led me to realize I had a sheltered childhood. After that day I worked to break out of my shelter, and have been somewhat successful.

• The Beginning…

  Mar 5th 2007

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  This post is the first installment of my bio. This post covers from the ages of 10-11.

  When I was about 10 I had what I remember as my first gay experience. I didn’t realize what was going on at the time, but looking back on it I consider it my first gay experience.

  My best neighborhood friend and I began playing a game where we would create and go through an obstacle course and set a time we thought you could make it through in. We would then both attempt the obstacle course and if one of us made the time and the other mised it the losing person would have to take off a piece of clothing. This went on until you were in your underwear when you then had to do something humiliating. We continued to do this for another year until my neighborhood friend moved out.

  We never played this game with anyone else involved and we never talked about it with anyone else. I hadn’t realized I was gay when this was occuring, but it was the beginning. I haven’t talked to this friend since he moved out and have no idea where he currently is.

  Stay tuned for the next installment of my bio.
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