Mar 05 2007

Continued Exploration

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This post continues my biography continuing to cover the ages of 11-12.

In continuing to hang out with my friend who had the sex toy we continued to do things after it broke. Next to my neighborhood was some wooded private property that the neighborhood kids tended to hang out in. Everyone seemed to have their own spot back there and my group of friends did too.

Occasionally the two of us would be back there alone and we started by just pissing together. However, before long we would take off our clothes and just hang out back their chatting. We never really engaged in to much sexually outside of fondling each other.

We continued to hang out back in our spot with our pants down until we were nearly caught one day. After that day we did it occasionally thereafter but the frequency significantly declined until he moved out of the neighborhood.

Mar 05 2007

Play with Neighborhood Friend

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This is an installment of my bio. This continues to cover the ages of about 11-12.

(In attempting to keep this part of my bio away from being an erotic story I am being intentionally vague.)

I went over to a friends house one day and he told me he had this neat new toy. When he showed me it I was confused as to what it was. He explained that it was a sex toy and told me how you use it. We both proceeded to strip and use this toy, continuing to use it for a couple months. We never used it when other friends were over, but just when it was only the two of us.

I still did not realize I was gay, but this was probably my first true gay experience. It was something I really enjoyed and we continued doing until one day he told me it broke. I am suspicious he was gay too, but about a year later he moved out of the neighborhood and we have not talked since.

Mar 05 2007

The Shelter Begins to Crumble

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This is the second installment of my bio.

I was raised with a very sheltered childhood. For the longest time I wasn’t truly aware that guys being interested and attracted to each other was different. Although realizing this didn’t suddenly happen overnight, many small events led to this realization.

One of the first events along the way was talking with a friend from the neighborhood. We were talking about something I cannot remember, but I do explicitly remember the friend saying “I don’t wear underwear” and go on to talk about he just wears pants and freeball. Although he offered to prove it, I didn’t take him up on that option. However, this was one of the earliest incidents that led me to realize I had a sheltered childhood. After that day I worked to break out of my shelter, and have been somewhat successful.

Mar 05 2007

The Beginning…

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This post is the first installment of my bio. This post covers from the ages of 10-11.

When I was about 10 I had what I remember as my first gay experience. I didn’t realize what was going on at the time, but looking back on it I consider it my first gay experience.

My best neighborhood friend and I began playing a game where we would create and go through an obstacle course and set a time we thought you could make it through in. We would then both attempt the obstacle course and if one of us made the time and the other mised it the losing person would have to take off a piece of clothing. This went on until you were in your underwear when you then had to do something humiliating. We continued to do this for another year until my neighborhood friend moved out.

We never played this game with anyone else involved and we never talked about it with anyone else. I hadn’t realized I was gay when this was occuring, but it was the beginning. I haven’t talked to this friend since he moved out and have no idea where he currently is.

Stay tuned for the next installment of my bio.

Mar 05 2007

My Bio

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I am a college student nearing graduation who is still mostly in the closet. Here is a very short bio about me which will be greatly expanded in the next few months.

The only people who know I am gay are a very few close friends. I am not flamboyantly gay, and there are people I may never come out to. I first knew I was gay about 8 years ago, but the feelings started to emerge even before that. The entire story about my realizing I am gay will be expanded in the next few months.

I currently attend Purdue University majoring in Computer Technology. I am and always have been single, but looking. I realize every day how hard it is to meet guys while you are partially in the closet.

As I said earlier this is a very short bio, which I will expand through new posts. I expect it to take me about two months to write and post my full bio, so stay tuned.