Well I am moving to a new city this weekend and basically starting over as I have very few friends in this city. I am excited. I am going to finally be able to be who I am, and if people don’t accept me that way, then so be it. It’s no longer like my old situation where if a few people do not accept me, I suddenly have to stop hanging out with an entire group of friends.
I think this new start is going to finally give me the confidence to come out to anyone. I will be developing a new group of friends, so my old friends are no longer important. I will no longer be dependent on my parents to help pay my bills as I will finally be making money rather than going to school. It is finally the time I have been waiting for over the last 6 months. Really it is the time I have been waiting for over the last 10 years. I am coming out and can be myself, not some guise I put on. I am gay and beginning my gay life.